I don't think the others would allow me to mount his head on a stick though... Perhaps I'll just do to him what we did to Grantaire instead... It'd be a good reunion gift, I'm sure.
.... I can. I'd like to say there's not much point in mulling over what could have been done differently... but it'd be hypocritical of me to say. I know I couldn't stop wondering if things would have gone any differently if I was honest with both myself you about my feelings before that Thursday.
[It.... just didn't seem like a good idea to admit them to himself at the time. Especially considering how he was planning on risking their entire friendship as soon as he got the files from Vivi. He didn't need to risk making what was probably going to hurt anymore painful.
It's ironic that not saying anything about his feelings until it was too late was what hurt him the most in the end.]
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I don't think the others would allow me to mount his head on a stick though...
Perhaps I'll just do to him what we did to Grantaire instead...
It'd be a good reunion gift, I'm sure.
.... I can.
I'd like to say there's not much point in mulling over what could have been done differently... but it'd be hypocritical of me to say.
I know I couldn't stop wondering if things would have gone any differently if I was honest with both myself you about my feelings before that Thursday.
[It.... just didn't seem like a good idea to admit them to himself at the time. Especially considering how he was planning on risking their entire friendship as soon as he got the files from Vivi. He didn't need to risk making what was probably going to hurt anymore painful.
It's ironic that not saying anything about his feelings until it was too late was what hurt him the most in the end.]