That's right. But that was just the name I was given-- I'm not actually that guy, y'know.
[ There's a shrug of his shoulders, laughing a little bit. ]
In reality, I'm just some unknown guy. I'm nothing. Quite literally, in fact. Besides, dyin' and coming back to life ain't something new. I remember dying a lot. So many times, in fact.
[ He can't stop laughing. It's kind of weird to have some semblance of control, even if he's aware that this personality of his won't last for long. ]
I don't know. The memory I got was recent, so I probably... well, if it wasn't looping anymore and I ended it, well. I probably wouldn't have been in this form anymore. This isn't my true form, after all. And well, formin' a contract... it's something that mostly people with high magical ability can do. Since it's a strain on the Master to provide mana for the Servant.
...Well. There is another way, but I'm sure you won't like it at all! And Waver-san is actually from the past of my world. I told him about the Holy Grail War, so he's probably going to attempt destroying the grail. But you see, that would mean that he's going to kill me. That's how it was supposed to be, after all. I gotta die so that everyone else'll be saved. Then again, the 'me' in the grail-- the tainted me that doesn't have a personality and is nothing but the demon that the people wished for-- will destroy so many lives.
[ He stops, for a moment and then his voice shifts. The way he speaks goes back to the way it was. As Shirou. ]
I won't be sad, though. There's nothing to be sad about. This was how it was supposed to end. Besides, my personality isn't real to begin with. It was just a fabrication-- one that was created using the person possessed by the 'nothing' as a sample.
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[ There's a shrug of his shoulders, laughing a little bit. ]
In reality, I'm just some unknown guy. I'm nothing. Quite literally, in fact. Besides, dyin' and coming back to life ain't something new. I remember dying a lot. So many times, in fact.
[ He can't stop laughing. It's kind of weird to have some semblance of control, even if he's aware that this personality of his won't last for long. ]
I don't know. The memory I got was recent, so I probably... well, if it wasn't looping anymore and I ended it, well. I probably wouldn't have been in this form anymore. This isn't my true form, after all. And well, formin' a contract... it's something that mostly people with high magical ability can do. Since it's a strain on the Master to provide mana for the Servant.
...Well. There is another way, but I'm sure you won't like it at all! And Waver-san is actually from the past of my world. I told him about the Holy Grail War, so he's probably going to attempt destroying the grail. But you see, that would mean that he's going to kill me. That's how it was supposed to be, after all. I gotta die so that everyone else'll be saved. Then again, the 'me' in the grail-- the tainted me that doesn't have a personality and is nothing but the demon that the people wished for-- will destroy so many lives.
[ He stops, for a moment and then his voice shifts. The way he speaks goes back to the way it was. As Shirou. ]
I won't be sad, though. There's nothing to be sad about. This was how it was supposed to end. Besides, my personality isn't real to begin with. It was just a fabrication-- one that was created using the person possessed by the 'nothing' as a sample.